They took Terry

This dream felt like I was awake. I remember a lot of regular day to day stuff. Kids playing baseball and stuff. There was a red team and a blue team of baseball players. My son was on the blue team. They had layed a game against the red team and lost the championship. The kids did their normal about winning.

We all went to an eating place only to find the red team there too. The kids immediately started goofing off and playing. The two coaches and I were talking and laughing. One of the coaches boy's was upset because he had lost his girlfriend. Somehow I became privy to this conversation. They had come back here to get her for the boy. By hear I mean Earth. I seemed to be alright with this. I remember some strange places I can't describe because of darkness.I don't know where we were but I remember the boy proudly telling me he was back here to get his girlfriend. The coaches talked about it for a while. Somehow I was going back with them too. I didn't ask they just said I was.

I went to a place that I felt was a house and the two women there were telling me about something that was like a movie or something. It involved a sorrel horse and laying hands on the horse and giving it energy. They were laughing about how funny it was that the horse climbed in the persons lap while they did the energy. ( I think this may have been because of a post fro Pixie talking about sending energy to her boxers dogs) I saw this horse through the window so I reached through and placed my hands just above it withers and sent energy. The horse was getting kind of wiggly, like it was trying to get closer. I heard one of the women say "Georgia!" and then laugh. I look and the two women were in an area that was below the ground but I remember see a lake or something. The horse came out of it and was trying to get in the woman's lap. I was pulling my hands back from the horse and the horse nipped me on the palm of my hand. I was in disbelief that the horse did that and said it several times. The strange part here was that even with me touching this horse through the window and down with the women.

Then we were all in this house and I liked the lay out of it. I was standing in the kitchen with one woman and found that I was having to explain some words to her. Simple words that she didn't know. We were having a good time laughing and talking. Then man came in and was in a rush trying to get things all ready. They were all preparing to leave. The kids were busy get ready and the dad was running back and forth. I was told to get my stuff ready too. I realized that I didn't have anything but socks. I had three pairs. The ones I put on were mismatched. They were longer and bigger. The woman was talking to me and should me her true self. She was alien. She was a gray, sort of like a dolphin and also had the variations in color. Also the skin was smooth like a dolphins. Her face was long but I could see anything other than her face. It wasn't a frightening face or even one that cause me to be concerned.

The male was still rushing around and he was complaining about the changes made in the arrangements of who was going in which pod. Apparently they gained another person they hadn't expected. The woman still in her true form started telling me about her planet. She was telling me that their planet wasn't perfect that they had problems too. I remember thinking why didn't I ask questions about where I was going. She continued telling me about things. She said they had alerts that meant everyone should go inside because they had tsunami's all the time. It seemed that it was common like our storms. They weren't even really afraid of them they were so common. They just went inside.

At this point I started telling her I liked the layout of the house. It had been enlarged some by enclosing the garage. The rooms were large and it felt good in there. The only thing is I remember walking through construction that was still going on. The kids found me and the little one jumped on a play train. The two older ones were talking and playing. We were finally called to say it was time.

We were at a store and the other coach showed up and the two of them were talking. The one coach came out and had one piece of paper money that wasn't like anything we have. It was green, but an odd green. The other man was holding one too, it was a reddish pink. They made some kind of communication to each other about not needing the money anymore. I laughingly said they could give it to me because every tourist should have foreign money to take home. Again they passed some unspoken conversation between each other. I looked at the one I was riding with and said I'm not going am I? He shook his head and I said at least let me say good bye to my son before you take him. I was walking towards the car when I woke up. I woke up thinking they took Terry from me. I felt sad but it was on a strange level.

Today was rather nice. The temps are good and the sun was shining brightly. I went out and fed the fish and talked with them for a while. Then swept the patio by the pond. It was too hot though so I came back in. lol

Last night the moon was gorgeous. The ski was so clear and I watched it rise. I went out and sat inside my circle and listened to the frogs sing. It was nice.

Mercury Retro is playing havoc with me on and off. My emotions are all over the place. Tongith there are clouds covering the moon, so no moon shine tonight.

Dream 3/22/2005

I had gone to something like a town festival. There were people seeling stuff and other just wandering around.. People seeing each other and chit chatting.

I saw Tom there several times just milling around. I stopped by this little eating place to grab some thing to drink. I went by the freezy machine and noticed that they had kiwi/strawberry and they had cherry. I decided I'd have the kiwi strawberry one. As I past the machine I almost didn't fit between the machine and the table, As I passed I bumped the table. I went to stand and line and had noticed before a blind man with his dog. The dog was so sweet, it wanted everyone to pet it. Earlier the man had asked someone not to pet his dog. So now I'm standing in line and the dog came up to me and was pushing my hand trying to get me to pet him. I told him, outloud, that I couldn't pet him unless his owner said I could. The dog kept on, so I told him how pretty and sweet he was but until the man so I couldn't pet him. The dog insisted. The man was eating spaghetti. He stood upand the dog was torn on doing his job and getting me to pet him. The man stopped next to the table and the dog kept walking around him. He brushed up agains the woman and she yelled at the dog. The man bent over but it was weird the way he bent down. He asked her if she was staring at his glasses. They started laughing and it seemed they knew each other. I found myself back out side and I ran into an old friend and she was really uneasy around me and excuse herself fairly quickly. I went to this other place and there was a bus there and a young girl was sleeping in the front seat. I wandered around and wound up back at the bus. These people were looking for that girl. They were so happy to find her in the bus. I told them she had been there all day. The woman said well she hit her head earlier and wanted to lay down. I told her that was dangerous to let her sleep like that after hurting her head.

Then I had to go to the bathroom so back to the eating place. It was all real tight spaces walking through this place. The doorways were all small. I finally got to the bathroom and there was one door open. I went in and this woman was going out the other door. This was the handicapped stall. I turned to look out and this older woman was walking towards it so I came out. I looked and all the stalls were full. I looked down the way and the last two were being used by two asian men. The next two by their wives. I pitched a fit saying they didn't belong in there. They were talking in what ever dialect they spoke. I was so mad because they had come in the back door. All of these toilets were raised so you could see everyone. One of the Asian women got up and she had peed on the seat and didn't clean it up. For that fact she didn't even flush. I was mad about that too. This other woman appeared and I was complaining to her how dirty the woman had been. I looked out the door because that's where all the Asian's were. There was a table out there and under the table there were hundreds of maypops.

I was back outside again and there was this company that was buying old barns. Instead of taking them apart they were just dragging them back to their place. This was being done inside another barn. I got the feeling that door was like a portal or something. When it went through that door and was gone. This larger barn was filled with hay. I turned around to see the blind man again. This time he wasn't human. He was a reddish fleshy color, sort of like being sunburned. He had these rows of flesh on his head. I believe three on each side. His skin was wrinkly, like big standing out wrinkles. His mouth was where his third eye would be. He was shoveling spaghetti into this mouth. It was all over his head. This is when I woke up.

Rivers and ocean

I found myself on a lake in a boat traveling around. The odd part is there were 3 of us in three boats and none of us had paddles. It took a while but we got to where we were going. I remember looking in the water and it looked just like what lake water is supposed to. There was enough visibility there to see a little ways down but not to the bottom. So it seemed like I got interrupted in this dream but found my way back to the dream a little further along. I remember looking at the people with me in the other boats and all of us paddling along with one hand. My brain tried to tell me we couldn’t get anywhere like that but the boats were moving so it quieted down. Then we were going faster and laughing and having fun. We come to this one part and there were a couple of trees in the water. It was close to the shoreline. So I scooted around them.

Then I was on land but at a beach. Actually though I was in a cave that was at the beach. There was sand in the cave so I knew that water came in the cave. I was playing in the water outside of the cave having fun going back and forth. I moved away from the cave and turned to go back but when I looked at the water I became concerned with what I couldn’t see below it. It was deeper right there in front of the cave mouth. I tried to tell myself it was ok but another part said but you can’t see to the bottom. I stood there for a moment and then the water was gone. It revealed a large hole. Not one that went straight down but back at an angle. It also appeared to have a solid base like rock around it. It was very well used and was probably maybe a foot across. I remember thinking how scary it was because that had been hidden by the water. Some creature used it was its home and I had been stepping right over it.

Next thing I knew I was climbing back up to the cave. Since the water had receding you couldn’t just walk into the cave. So I was climbing up the rocky face to get inside. While I was near the top the hand hold became loose, I struggled and found another rock to grip. Then I saw cinder blocks below the rock. I grabbed that and pulled myself on up. I played in there for a while and went back out again only the climb back up. It wasn’t a struggle really but it tested my strength. I was enjoying myself. This goes on for a bit and I can see other people around. One boy came into the cave with me and we talked and played. From the cave you could look out onto the ocean but what was strange was I could see huge snowy mountains on the other side. It was really beautiful from there. I could see all the people playing around. A friend of mine told me she was going so I climbed down and got on some kind of transportation with her. It was like a bus/boat/train… I never figured out which. I looked back and there was a man made barrier where these kids were playing. It looked like a mote. It curved towards the right running out towards the ocean. It began just below the cave. I watched these kids running through the water laughing and playing. I remember smiling at the fun they were having. We seem to be going into town and were being shown sites. Then I was in an area which I’m guessing was like a holding area. People were just sitting around laughing and talking. Drinking something cool. This black man was talking and apparently they were having some kind of game. He was like a reporter but wasn’t. It was weird. Apparently there was a football game coming on and he was trying to get the folks in the mood for the game. He was trying to see who was for which team. I couldn’t tell who the teams were, one was familiar but the other I hadn’t heard of before. He had gotten this little girl to help him. She would run around and sit in someone’s lap and they would tell her what team they wanted to win. She sat on my oldest son’s knee and he told her the team he thought would win. It brought boos from the opposing side and cheers from his side. I just laughed and hoped the man wouldn’t ask me. I remember seeing a doorway just past my son. Then I woke up.

*sighs*

So, are there pet phases that you feel like should only be used with you? I do and I take offense when it is used on someone else. Well for me it's not as much offense as being pissed off. You know, maybe I take things too personal or take it too mean too much. It obviously doesn't mean as much to the other person as it did me. I don't want to just say I give up but damn I feel like it would be the best thing to do. I think it's just that there is no reason for all the hurt. I don't want to hear well you need to go through the bad so you'll recognize the good. That's bullshit. I've had bad and guess what? I'm not interested in any more of the bad crap. I learn after one time so I don't need more. So get rid of this bad crap and bring on the good.

Not special to that person is what it means to me. I'll have to think on this for a bit. It's not that I'm sad or upset just a little hurt.

Saturday night

Last night I slept terrible. I kept waking and I had to stretch every time. I don't remember any pieces of dreams. Then the light from outside woke me at 7:00. I tried to sleep more but I couldn't. I had to get up.

I got all my laundy done today. I just need to separate the clothes so Michael can take his up to his bedroom.

Oh well there isn't much going on right now. lol

Tornado

Last night I remember dreaming of a tornado. There was a man and woman there and there older children. Some cats. I remember as the tornado was coming, I was trying to get the cats down to the basement for safety. I remember the others were already down there and they were setting something up. This basement was also outside. Anyway I turned around and the cats were back upstairs. I gathered them again and put them down stairs. When I opened the door to the basement they had all this stuff blocking the stairs. I know this came from the movie Ladder 49 because I watched it yesterday. Anyway I got in the car with some other people. I think there were two others. We started driving towards this tornado but they didn't know we were headed towards it. They realized we were and I said oh yeah I forgot to tell you that. I felt the car being shaken and we pulled into this garage to wait for the tornado to pass. So everything was calm and I realized that we were in the eye and that would be one way to get back to where we needed to be. We could drive inside this eye and be protected.

I know it is kind of weird. lol

Wednesday

Today was a good day. I enjoyed a day like I haven't in a while. I got to meet with a friend from another list which was really cool because he has such wisdom. A nice guy to talk to. Yes, he is from out of state and he doesn't get here often. This was the first time we've gotten to meet.

We had a great talk. Coffee was good too. lol

TC Borders Pagans

Yep, last night was a meeting night. It was interesting and I enjoyed seeing everyone. Found out there are two other people who the Morrighan has claimed. It was all in all pretty good.

Afterwards a bunch of us were going to eat. I didn't make it there. lol I was talking with Brandon on the way out and he and I stood in the parking lot talking. He's pretty funny and reminds me of another younger friend of mine. Gave me a lot of stuff to think on. He is actually good at that. While we were talking he talked about how he likes to pick at people and make them think and delve deeper into their thoughts. This guy has a bit of Loki with him. lol So we stood out in the parking lot until 12:00, two hours. I almost froze, it must have been in the 50's by the time we left.

When I got home I put on my pj's which I never do and went to bed. It took me an hour or so to warm up enough to where I could go to sleep.

Then I had the weirdest dream. So much like everyday life.

Sunday evening

I'm not even close to getting the garden cleaned out. I did find out that my Vinca is doing fabulous. lol It's spread about 20 feet. lol Yeah that's how much I've ignored my gardens. I feel like I've been ridden hard today. I hurt all over but oh my hamstrings are going to scream murder tomorrow. lol I am pleased with what I've gotten done so far though. It needed to be reclaimed. I've got to work on my roses they look like hell. I need to take pictures of my witch hazel, she is pretty and bright.

I came in and took a shower. Then Meet Joe Black came on. I just have to say that if death comes and it looks like Brad Pitt did in the movie then I'll go happily. hehe

It just rained a little. It smells so nice out there.

In the Garden of Eden

For two days now I've been in the yard working. I watched "Judging Amy" the other day and this landscape designer asked the woman who died. She was taken back and he went on to explain that it was her daughters house. He called her on it and pointed out a special rose she had and said that it wasn't something someone would have that didn't garden. He went on to say that letting the garden go was what happened when someone died. I thought about that and realized that is what I've been doing for about 3 years. When I looked out at the yard I realized it did reflect how a person was feeling. Letting things die or just look like it no one cares. It tells about you.

So I've been outside raking, pulling, spraying and cussing. lol Those briars hurt! Every time I get frustrated I remind myself that I cleaning my soul. lol Redefining myself.

What's love got to do with it?

It's interesting when you think about it. Love has many levels and it's hard to wade through what's what some times. Is it what we expect that make it harder to understand? Is it the unclear signals or unclear communication? This is starting to remind mind me of the "I love you but am not in love with you" line. lol

I think that I liked it better when I didn't have to even think of love. It's annoying that I even have to worry about it. Maybe I won't anymore cause it sure makes life a lot easier when you don't.

Yeah, I think that's it. Just go about life and if it happens it happens. If I'm not happy about it I'll just say fuck off. I don't owe anyone anything. Don't think I'll take anyone serious anymore either. It's not worth it for me.

I'm releasing expectations.

Forward Movement

March 11, 2005
Forward Movement

I so enjoy receiving all of your e-mails and messages, and continue to read
each and every one. For me, they are gold nuggets with their own special energy
and messages that continue to uplift and support the What's Up? web site and
energy alerts.

Due to the large volume of e-mails I receive (and that I am currently working
on my book and on-line program), I am not always able to personally reply to
them all, but encourage you to continue sending them and to continue
connecting.

Greetings!

(A brief note: Although I am unable to answer all of your questions
individually, I recently participated in an interview with a very special host,
Tom
LaRotonda of Core Matters Live. You can hear the interview (which may answer
some
questions) on-line at your convenience for 60 days at www.HealthyLife.net
under the archives section beginning March 12. I have not participated in
interviews thus far, but times are a-changing and we had such fun!)

March 10 brought in moving ahead energy. The timeline was ready and on
Thursday the energetic steps began to move us ahead with more rapid speed.

When the energies bump up in this way, it creates a variety of results.
Dizziness, vertigo and a spinning sensation can be felt as we are literally
spinning into the next dimension with the help of the cosmos.

"Mer-Ka-Ba means the Spirit / Body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of
Light, (wheels within wheels), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports
Spirit / Body from one dimension to another." And this is precisely what is
going on.

As the energies continue to "bump up" and assist in our movement into the
higher realms, all is captured within this newer vibration and must align. This
new blast that occurred on March 10th will begin the process of Earth aligning
by creating a "release" of old energies geographically.

The necessary steps had been completed that began in December and now it is
time for the next phase. As 2005 is the time for the New Planet Earth to be
prepared to be created, a clean slate, so to speak, will now be prepared through

a cleansing process and this New energy has come to begin this process. It is
time.

As this blast of energy reaches the Earth, it will build up and create a
chain reaction of movement, release and cleansing. In a sense, the energies have

been in place for some time, and now we will experience this manifestation in
the physical to a great degree.

For those who have been in the higher realms for some time, the outer
collective manifestations of our world and society have become very out of tune
with
where we are vibrating. And as more and more of us begin to "tune up", we are
really preparing ourselves for alignment with the higher ways of being.

As I have said many times in past weeks, the time is up. There has been much
opportunity and much time to chose the higher vibrations of being with a much
greater embodiment and connection to Source energy, and now the lines have
been drawn and the process begins with great fervor.

Ahead we a going, and as these "bump ups" increase exponentially, it will now
be impossible to ignore them. But again, this will affect us in a variety of
ways. Those that have come far in their ascension process and who began it
first, have been existing in a space of alignment with the higher ways with
little resonation with our outside world. They are more than ready to begin
creating the New.

Others are in different phases and were much more affected with the fast
forward moving energies that began in December and are just now beginning their
process. And still others are somewhere in between, while yet others who have
chosen to remain are still yet unawakened and will greatly benefit from the
guidance of lightworkers.

No living thing on the planet will be unaffected by the higher vibrations.
Everything is moving into the higher realms and at a time and in a way that is
appropriate for them.

How to best support this process? In the higher realms, there are no
attachments and everything is in the Now. It is much easier to let go and
release
everything you can.

It is that energetic situation where once you release something, you get it
back. Once we let go and stop holding on in all ways, we are then elevated to
the higher realms, and once there, we can have anything we want anyway.

The ascension process has many great by-products. One is that we arrive at a
place where we really do not care anymore. This is an important aspect of
vibrating higher. For if we care greatly and are then greatly attached to an
energy or belief, we will be vibrating it in both the negative and positive ways

and continue to create it around us, as well as having it hold us back by
keeping us in the lower realms.

As we vibrate higher and higher, we are noticing how much "baloney" we have
been tolerating. Anything not in direct alignment with Source seems to stand
out like a beacon. We are becoming clearer and clearer about many things, and
more and more intolerant about many things as well. We are just becoming higher
level beings and beginning to see things in a higher way.

Becoming clearer and seeing things in a higher way is how the non-physical
beings see things. We are now, then, beginning to join them in their world and
will have no need for channeled information. But we are only just beginning, as
we will continue to move ahead vibrationally and assist even the non-physical
beings as the angels we will become.

And again, there is a great variance in channeled information because at the
even more higher realms, we know that we are creating and making everything up
according to how we vibrate and what is important to us or what we are still
holding onto. All is an illusion. This is why there is so much differing
information out there. Nothing makes any difference. We have just made
everything
up. We are just creating realities within realities, and that is what it is all
about. It is supposed to be fun! You can choose the one that is right for
you, or better yet, make up your own!

If we can trust, let go and be willing to jump into the unknown, we can find
ourselves in a very New space of a higher realm. The more we hold onto old
ways that provide security and familiarity, the more stressful and uncomfortable

our lives will become. The old ways are no longer in alignment. This can be
challenging at first, but in time when you begin to see the results, it gets
much easier.

The best ascension support mantra might well be "give it up, give it up, give
it up". What is then left is a pure vibration of a higher you and a higher
way with all your gifts and talents intact. If we can allow Source to do the
legwork and get out of the way, while vibrating higher in our passion, joy and
what makes us feel great, we can very easily begin to navigate in the higher
realms.

The masculine is our intent and the feminine is our allowing. This is the way
to create in the higher realms. And just by doing and being what makes you
feel great and what you love to express, all will come TO YOU in every way. It
is actually a simple process here. Operating in the ways of the lower realms
will not work here and only causes much resistance, exhaustion and discomfort.

There is no longer a need to "do", to "try", to make things happen and to
make any effort here. Just be in your joy and create with an intent. This is one

reason why the ascension process creates a feeling of not wanting to do
anything anymore as well as putting us in sometimes complete exhaustion. We are
simply aligning with the New ways of being. We do not need to do everything
ourselves.

And know that this ascension process will get you "there" very naturally
without having to know how it works or having to assist in it. You will simply
begin to feel and see things differently.

Remember, we are here to create enjoy and experience. If you are still in a
space of severe or uncomfortable ascension symptoms, know that you are
absolutely being cared for and monitored by you ascension guide, your soul and
your
star family. Your needs will be met until you are ready to emerge. And when you
emerge from your cocoon into a butterfly, you will feel so much lighter,
clearer and joyous!

As we progress more and more in our ascension process and do not feel here,
there or anywhere anymore, know again, that this a natural process that is
unfolding entirely on its own and all is in perfect and divine order.

The process of not knowing where you are or where you belong may seem
lengthy, but know that you are traveling at a pace that is getting you there as
quickly as you can tolerate and that these uncomfortable symptoms are only a
result
of cleansing, purifying and aligning you with the higher realms. Ascending
while in the body is no easy task!

So as the energies begin to quicken and prepare us and the Earth for the New
World of our making, know that you are not alone, there is much we have been
waiting for on the near horizon and all, as always, is in divine and perfect
order.

Are you ready to create the New World? Are you ready to make your unique and
special contibution through your passion and joy?

I thank you for sharing in my joy of being me through this energy alert. Many
blessings, much peace, and incredible joy in these miraculous times,

Karen



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Remind me..

That I should keep that big mirror in my bedroom covered. I uncovered it yesterday and didn't think about covering it back up. So I climbed in bed and did my normal toss and turn trying to find the right spot to sleep in. Then it started. Noises, spooky feelings, heck I'm surprised spooky music didn't start playing. So I brushed it off and covered up more. Then I just started feeling like something was going on. So I toss and turned more. Found another position to sleep in and all the weird stuff kept on. By now I'm starting to think I'm paranoid. So I finally fall asleep. I dream I'm awake in my bed laying like I was really laying. The noises started up again. They were coming from where the mirror is. I heard someone messing around by the door, which is where the mirror is. Then I heard foot steps coming towards the bed and keys jingling. I fully expected someone to sit on the bed it felt that real. I woke up when the sound got next to the bed. I looked around and nothing. I spied the mirror and thought I should just cover the damn thing up. So I crawled out of bed and grabbed a sheet and threw over it. Lo and behold the noises stopped and I fell right to sleep.

Right before I woke I dreamed I was walking with my dogs. Mind you I have a German Shepard and 2 Jack Russells. However in my dream they were more like they were all German Shepards. The coloring was wrong though. Still so I'm walking with 3 big dogs that were mine. We were walking past a farm and the dogs were just playing and having a good time. I saw a foal in the pasture and it was laying down. I checked on it and it felt like it was dead. So I left it and the dogs and I kept walking. They were still running around and I walked past the house and was looking down the dirt road when the door open and this girl steps out with one dog. I hollered to her to wait and let me get me dogs so they wouldn't bother her. She stopped and said something like yes please cause this dog will fight. So I turned away from the road and went to get my dogs and she came on out and went to the right. I got to my dogs and I turned to tell her about the foal. I turned and my dogs had drug the foal over to me and had just turned loose of it when I turned to see the foal at my feet. This old man came out and I was afraid that he was going to think my dogs did this. There wasn't a mark on the foal so I started talking fast, trying to tell him all the symptoms.

I told him how her skin felt like rubber and she was cold and her eyes were open... I placed one hand on her hip and the other on her shoulder as I was telling him this. I turned to look at her again and her skin felt supple, before she had felt dehydrated. I stroked her neck and she blinked. She was alive.

I woke up.

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Earlier I dreamed I was in New Zealand. Don't ask how I knew it was it just was. I was standing on this cliff above some town that was on the shore of the ocean. I was standing up there with a man. There were these men in the waters edge. This wasn't like a beach at all, the area was very rocky. These men in the waters edge were trying to get this shark out of the water. It was a hammer head shark and I told the man next to me that they were mean bastards, meaning the hammer heads. These men had the shark and where taking it out of the water but they were walking along the edge of this rocky place. It was like the edge of a cliff to the ocean but it was water level. Anyway as they moved down the way trying to figure out where to bring it ashore it broke loose. Then I was right there with them watching. They were heading it towards an inlet when it got free. There were some men in the water and I was worried about that. Then they had ropes in the water and this roping started moving like they had snared the shark. So they were all excited and moved it towards shore but it wasn't the shark, it was some other creature. I just remember it being kind of a dark creamy color. Then the shark was spotted again. I found myself in a resturant in line. I was asking the man I was with what I should order. I didn't see a menu to oder from. Everything was being made as it was ordered. So the man in front of me said he was having fish and chips and I said it sounded good to me. So they handed me my plate and I went and sat at this table with all these people. We talked and when I got up the scene had changed to where I was standing somewhere. I don't know where it was, it was a mixture of a house and cave. It had the look of a house on the outside but inside it had the occassional look of a cave but it felt like a cave.

I don't really remember anything much past this. Just flashes and that's it.

Truths

Truth, to be weight against Maat's feather.
Not what you would believe truth to be.
It is the truth of the Gods.

Your silence spoke volumes as you walked with Anubis,
You watched him place your heart unto the scales to be weight against Maat's feather.
You stand still and watch as the Gods wait for tilt or balance.

Do you fear that your heart will be devoured?
Or do you believe you spoke the truths that needed to be said?
Will your heart be found right by the trial in the Great Balance?

You watch, waiting to see what Thoth will write in his book.
Will you Thoth present you to Osiris?
Or will you greeted by the teeth of the crocodile headed creature, Am-mit?

It is not mine to judge you for I know that all will be judged.
I ask you now to speak all truths, that your heart may be found right.
One day I will stand in trial of the Great Balance.



truth ( P ) (trth)n. pl. truths (trthz, trths)
1. Conformity to fact or actuality.
2. A statement proven to be or accepted as true.
3. Sincerity; integrity.
4. Fidelity to an original or standard.
5.

a. Reality; actuality.
b. often Truth That which is considered to be the supreme reality and to have the ultimate meaning and value of existence.


I think that maybe truth is only what people want it to be. Their truth, not what others may see as truth. Is that whats important? Their truths? Does the truth even matter anymore? It doesn't seem to hold the same importance that it once did. Once a person word was truth and now you are lucky to hear the truth.

I'm tired

Last night... I didn't remember my dream, it was a bit strange.

At least last night I slept all the way through the night. I needed that. The day was better. Of course I have to admit I didn't hit a lick at a snake today. Well, not completely true as I went and paid all the cars insurance and the business insurance. lol

I didn't include sending cuddles to Mab. Sending cuddles to a friend isn't work so I can't include it.

Life is changing, I felt like quitting everything yesterday. Moving on and growing. Sort of like wiping the slate clean. Nothing bad at all, I just feel done with this point of my life. I feel like a stranger here. The house is what I'm talking about.

Stuff

Last night was one suck ass night for sleeping. My sinuses decided that they wanted attention. Yep and they were like a two year old having a tantrum. So sleep again tried to evade me.

Though I did manage some sleep and had an odd dream.

I was in a parking lot in my car. It wouldn't start up but it was rolling. The starter made no noise at all. I stopped the car and started thinking I could jump start it if I could get it on a hill. So I got out and pulled to car to one point and realized that I wouldn't be able to pull it up hill. So I let it roll to another hill. There were these two men there and one of them I was drawn too. We talked about the car. The scene changed because the car was no longer a part of it. I got on a pegasus that was gray. Not white gray... just gray. The man got on with me. I shifted from being on the pegasus to being on the ground watching us fly. I stood and watched with the other man.

Then of course I woke up because my head was splitting.

I had a snippet of a dream that I thought was self explanatory.

I was in the house and it was cluttered. It was a organzined clutter but I wanted to clean it up. I was having fun cleaning. I remember how playful I felt. Then Tom came home and I saw his back as he walked through the door. He had a red and white shirt on a hanger over his shoulder. I turned and an extension cord had snaked up through the mattress and headboard of the bed and wrapped around my neck. I fought it off and in the fight the clutter became scattered. The room was a complete messed. Everything about him was in order and everything about me wasn't. I saw this as meaning that I felt my life was still in a mess and his wasn't.

Walk Through Those Doorways

March 6, 2005

Greeting from the Hill of Light,

What a beautiful day this has been! We are enjoying unseasonably warm
weather under clear, deep blue skies with no hint of additional spring snow
for at least another week or more. The snow on the ground is melting
rapidly giving way to a blanket of mud on the roads. Mud is always the
challenge as we get into spring but we never complain as the moisture
received this year will provide great benefit to the forest and meadow.
This should be a banner year for wildflowers! On the north side of our
home, there is still about three feet of snow so it will be a few months
before any wildflowers will be able to stick their heads out of the forest
floor.

We are reminded of how we are always in a transition as we pass through life
’s experiences much as the surrounding land is always in transition as well.
Often we discover interesting field rocks that are certainly not native to
this area but were brought to the Hill of Light in ancient times by glaciers
that once covered the surrounding mountains. The land is indeed in
transition although we, as humans, have a tremendous capacity to foreshorten
the time scale to fit into our few decades of embodied life. There was much
in transition in preparation for our short sojourn on Mother Earth. We,
too, will transit this experience in a cosmic blink of the eye. What is the
legacy we will leave with those that continue on in earthly experiences?
What are we doing now to enhance the expansion of Love and Light? Questions
to ponder……..



Blessings of Love and Light,

John and Cheryl

sacredwind@usa.net


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WALK THROUGH THOSE DOORWAYS

There is a symbol that is frequently used in describing the spiritual

journey. As you move along the pathway of your spiritual path, which is
truly just a pathway of remembering what you already know, remembering who
you already are, as you move across and along this pathway, you come to
certain junctures, or certain points of expansive understanding or
accelerated illumination. You come to certain points where you simply need
to move forward and let go of false beliefs and other attachments that would
otherwise hold you back.

These moments are often referred to as doorways, doorways to greater
understanding, doorways to greater levels of illumination, doorways to
experience in order to graduate from the lessons chosen for the lifetime you
are in. So these doorways that are available, as they are metaphorically
referred to, are those points of decision-making. For when you come to a
doorway, you do have a choice, do you not – to walk through the doorway or
to simply avoid the doorway and continue down an alternative pathway.

We would recommend that you ponder these doorways of momentary experience
rather carefully for these are aspects of the emerging consciousness that
trigger a response to a potential opportunity. Often when you recognize a
doorway, by walking through the doorway you may not know what is on the
other side, but does it make any difference? For as you feel the inner urge
to take a certain pathway, to walk through a certain doorway of experience,
a doorway of understanding, a doorway of opening to the greater reality of
your existence, as you come to these doorways, you recognize them. You know
what they are. They are moments of opportunity to move beyond the level of
awakening or the level of understanding where you presently find yourself.

So recognize these doorways of opportunity and allow the inner impulse to
guide you through the doorway as it appears. Again, not knowing what’s on
the other side, not knowing the experience that awaits, not knowing the
accelerated awakening that will most likely occur, not knowing the details
of the pathway that lies beyond the doorway, you still need to follow that
inner impulse, that inner urge to move forward, to move beyond where you
consciously are, to walk the pathway of expanding awareness, to walk the
pathway of continuous illumination, to walk the pathway of enlightenment.

Recognize these doorways of experience and accept them willingly. Walk
through them enthusiastically, observe then what it is that is occurring as
you have made the decision to move along the pathway through the doorway
offered, and allow the experience that you gain to add to the total sum of
experiences for this lifetime as you awaken to the truth of who you are, as
you remember the real you, and as you move forward in the consciousness of
the creative impulse, always expressing, always loving, always radiating
light, always sharing in the truth that you know by simply being the truth
that you are.

That is the pathway you have chosen, so why not walk through the doorways
that are offered and embrace life enthusiastically for it will in turn
embrace you as you awaken to the truth of the real you.

You are I AM, the Love, Light, and Life of creation.

Acting and running

I found myself in a school. High school by the folks and subjects. My class was cleaning an area of the school. It was strange because it wasn't like a punishment and we were happy to do it. Well most of us. There was this one girl who did everything she could to avoid the work. I told her to get to work because everyone else was. She said something smart about it. There was this table that had different types of breads on it. Just like in a super market. It was loaf breads though. I was straightening the table when I noticed the date on the bread. It was 2001 and then I noticed both ends of the packaging were open. I went to wait by the teacher's lounge but this student came by and something he said made me change my mind. When our teacher got out she praised everyone and I pointed out the girl that wasn't doing anything. So the teacher had a word with her.

Then I found myself standing in a theatical class. I was standing there and the other students were discussing the play we were to do. This one girl had the lead female part and I had the second part. My part would mean I would stand in front of the audience and sing a song. I remember the panic when I realized the teacher expected me to sing. Heck I can't even stand in front of people and talk! Who am I suppose to sing. The lead girl was practicing her song and I thought I should be doing the same but I had no music to do so with. We were having a good time in the class. Everyone was singing their parts and reciting their lines and I still had nothing to study by. I saw the video of the play we were doing and I thought I could watch that and get the tune of the music in my head so I could sing the song. At this point is when I acknowledged that I could n't read music. I noticed that the teacher was playing the songs but the students were having to figure out what the words were that were being sung. I could even hear it clear enough to understand any of the words. One person came in after I did and she handed paper to her. She sat down and started writing.

The teacher wanted to practice a scene and I was to shoot this girl. She was so funny about it. She was a goof off but was paying attention to this. So the scene started and she was dancing through these people and I was behind her tracking her. It was strange because as we got into the scene I was really tracking her. We went up and around and got to this one point and I had a clear *shot* so I took it. She fell and died, but not really just like in a play. The teacher was happy but my mind went back to the tracking and where I messed up.

Then we were to come to dress rehearsal. I had on a dress like Glinda the Witch of the North's. lol Yep it was even pink. I noticed that several others had on pink but the dresses were different. My dress did not have sparklies on it though. I didn't want them. I noticed the lead and her dress was different. We all kind of laughed talking about how funny it would have been if anyone had gotten the same dress. It even played out in front of us.

I'm not sure how the dream changed but I was being chased by these guys. As long as I was around a bunch of people I was safe. I had witnessed something that they didn't think I should have. I was trying to tell the coaches that these guys were bad and what they had done. They trapped me in a large warehouse type building but the building was empty. I was on the bottom level watching them as they changed into these lizard type creatures and they climbed to the top where they could watch me, if they could spot me. I have a feeling I shape sifted into something that let me sneak past them unseen. I finally got to a couple of coaches that would listen to me. We had to get in a car and keep moving because the guys were after me. So one of the coaches started questioning me after I told him everything. I had told him that I could shapeshift. Of course he wanted proof and told me to change to an ameoba (sp). My first thought was and how is he going to see me? Then I went into this state and I was beside an ameoba watching it move. I could still feel the person next to me bumping into me as the car bounced around. They laughed and said well are you going to do it? I said I did and they laughed again. Some how the car crashed and I was running again. I ran towards this buikding that was being demolished. The guys that were chasing me were thrilled because it would look like and accident. I slipped passst them and into a barn that had crush and run ( a very small gravel) in the hallways. I saw one of the coaches out in front of me and one of the other guys the next aisle over. I figured I could use the noise of the coaches to disguise my foot steps. I was close to the bad guy but he couldn't see me and there was something strange about his eyes and the way he moved his head. I saw that he was going to stop and I tried to stop so he wouldn't hear me. The coach had gotten outside so I couldn't cover my steps with his. When the guy tracking me stopped I tried but my foot slide. He looked in my direction but didn't see me but I still took off. There was this car, well it was really a half of a car. The rear end of it was gone. I got it in and knew it wouldn't crank up like a normal car but I could tap into my power and crank it it. So I put my finger to the ignition and started pouring energy/electricity into the car. The lights inside started to flash like it was trying to come on. I saw them running towards me and I kept pouring energy into the car and it had started moving. I knew that I was a shapeshifter at this time.

I woke.

Ten Principles for the New Awareness

Ten Principles for the New Awareness:

1. All is one.
Everything in Creation is an expression of Infinite Being. We are all aspects of Infinite Being.

2. Transformation.
The world is experiencing a spiritual transformation of human consciousness. It may take decades, or even centuries, to complete, and, when it does, it will bring an end to global strife and suffering. This new era of civilization will be achieved by a widespread awareness of the underlying unity of all people. You change the world when you bring spiritual change to yourself. This occurs automatically as you constantly share who you are, and all that you have become, within the common atmosphere of the global mind.

3. Inner connection.
Inner connection with your spiritual source promotes spiritual transformation and the achievement of your true potential.

4. Reflectance.
Life reflects who you are - your beliefs, your thoughts and your feelings.

5. Self-responsibility.
You create your own reality and take personal responsibility for it. Your life is a reflection of who you are and the experiences that you, as a soul, planned for this life.

6. Life after death.
The spirit realms are a place of joy and reunion with your extended soul family.

7. Reincarnation.
Reincarnation exists to provide a variety of experience, so that life-skills may be gained, and so that, while in a human body, you can rediscover God within.

8. Truth is everywhere.
The ultimate truth is to be found within, yet the study of a variety of sources of information helps you to reawaken and remember your inner truth.

9. Unconditional love.
Unconditional love and the acceptance of all life puts your awareness into a higher place, allowing understanding and compassion to develop. This love and acceptance of others is a recognition of the spiritual light within those people and is not dependent upon their outward behavior. Unconditional love includes a respect for the beliefs of others, regardless of how much they may, or may not, align with your own beliefs.

10. Insight.
Developing intuition, both in men and women, provides an essential insight into life's experiences.


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Saturday Mornings

I'm tired and cranky this morning. I went to bed at a good hour and slept horrible. First thing was Michael was too tired to go up to his bed so he slept on the sofa. I noticed he had a few disturbing movements while sleeping on the sofa earlier. He was jumping around, so I stroked his head and he relaxed. Then I go to bed and just fall asleep when he screamed. He hasn't done that is a while. Of course that woke me right up and I lay there and listen to see if he was mumbling or if he would appear in my doorway. Neither happened and I tried to go back to sleep. Something must have been after the geese down by the lake cause I heard them raising hell. Finally started snoozing again and leg cramps and lower back pain woke me up. It went on like that all night. Little noises woke me.

When I went to bed as I crawled in I felt like something was right in my face. It was dark like someone was standing there. They would have had to be on my bed if they were. I was mumbling about bothering and I turned to get the covers situated and it was there again, really close to my face. When I rolled back over to my left side I felt like it was just moving around. My first thought was fear but I pushed that away and tried to feel but got nothing. Maybe Michael felt it too and that's why he screamed. Dang it. I just put that together.

So I've started and my body hurts. Thighs, lower back, cramping off and on. I'm feeling cranky cause of it. I am more tired now than I was when I went to bed. Of course my internal clock starts screaming at around 6am to wake me up. If I had the strength i'd be looking for a fight. lol

The darn cats were noisy last night too. Sounded like freakin elephants running through the house.

Yes I'm feeling whiny this morning. lol

Ponder Alley

The song below came on earlier and left me to ponder.

I've felt like this but when I think deeper on it this song tells me that I want someone to hurt as bad as I have. They didn't and it bothers me that they could move on without feeling it as deeply as I. It winds up feeling like it's the wrong approach. We don't control other people and even if they did feel as bad as we did would it change anything? I don't think so.

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Cry
by Faith Hill

If I had just one tear running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope maybe I’d get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery would be well spent

Yeah.... could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that you’re feeling a little more pain
I gave now I ’m wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me

If your love could be caged, honey I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you’d hunt those lies
They’d be all you’d ever find
And that’d be all you’d have to know
For me to be fine

Yeah.... and you’d cry a little
Die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I’m wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me

Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye
Nothins gonna save me
I can see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darlin give it a try
I don’t want pity
I just want what is mine

Yeah... could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your’re feeling a little more pain
I gave now I’m wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me

Yeah... cry just a little for me

Freshly washed hair

Weird as it may sound washing my hair puts perspective on life. You're probably wondering how. I do some of my best thinking in the shower. There are no outside distractions and I can focus on thoughts. My emotions are soothed by the water. Heck I do some of my most effective magickal work there connecting with the element of water.

I still stand by what I said about love in my last post. To me, right now anyway, love is like a Unicorn. This mythical beast, the beauty which can rip your very soul from your body, yet it is unobtainable. Even if it can be obtained do you want to for fear of making it impure? Destroying it.

Was it for me to learn that nothing last forever? Or simply that everything changes? Maybe it was to show that I cannot believe any mans word. Having someone say something like I would never intentionally hurt you, says to me that, yes I am going to hurt you but to make you feel better about it, it wasn't intentional. Telling me something then never following through with it. Don't say something because you feel like you should. Say something because you mean it and you are going to follow through.

I don't want to become a hard person. However I feel like I'm being pushed to be one.

Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn

Just been thinking about how easily we can be misunderstood. Responding to someone without thinking through what you say or how they may take it. Forgetting they aren't using your brain so they have no idea where you are going with a statement. Sort of like this blog. lol

My brain is on over time and not functioning quite as well as I'd like. Plus it's thinking a subjects that I'd rather not think on anymore. Subjects dead and gone. I've been thinking of life and love. Is the latter even worth thinking on? I don't really know and at this point I'd say no. I'm not talking love of your friends and I'm not dismissing that at all. It's that deeper love one that we are taught is a love of a life time. The love who will never betray you. The love who will always be with you.

Have you ever wondered if sometimes we come into this life not to love but to tie up loose ends? If so I guess I've tied up four so far this life. I wonder if they really cared or if it was simply a desire to tie up the loose ends also?

I guess love isn't anything we are ever promised.