Always Changing

Yes life is always changing. Me, sometimes I feel I haven't changed at all that I'm stuck in a place in my life. I don't mean in a bad way just I don't feel any growth.

Matt, the oldest has been doing pretty well at his job and making a good living. I love that man and he probably doesn't realize how much. He is sometimes distant and seems to be embarrassed by the attention I give him so I try not to make a huge public display.

Michael, the youngest is now at his duty station but still stateside. That will change this next year. Last time I wrote I told of his having two fractures in his legs. Now he has a broken arm. Luckily it is healing properly. He wasn't happy they put a cast on his left arm. He is doing well. I miss him so much.

Chuck, my love is doing good. I know he misses the beach and he is so good to be patient with me.

Mom is doing well but getting old as she says. I still don't think of her as being old though. Heck I'm at the age that I never thought of her as being. She recently had to have her dog Big Girl put down.

Gay is doing better but nothing has changed as far as the divorce. She is starting to come out of her shell some.

Me, I'm getting older and I have hurts that I've never had before. My left index finger has recently started telling me about the weather. Not happy about that. I feel the age thing creeping up on me. It's raising it's ugly head to stare me in the face.

I miss not having money to do what ever I want to do. I mean the bills are paid and food on the table but just goofying off money. Things are getting better and will continue too. That's what I believe.

Signing off. I'm going to try and do this everyday. We'll see if I can.