Tuesday, September 16, 2008

And The Wheels Go Round

Life is going well. I have times where I am not happy or I'm confused but for the most part It's good.

We've been going through all of dad's stuff and it's just a little strange. I keep thinking that he would have a fit that we didn't see these things the way he thought of them. He kept stuff that most people would throw away. Guy has had a hard time working is way through. The tools have a lot of meaning to him because he and dad worked on cars together early on. Also some of the other tools were use to make stuff and Guy remembers or used them. All the memories. Gay just wanted things packed. I'm just going happily along laughing at the things dad kept. That's not to say everything wasn't worth keeping but this man kept every nut, bolt, nail, screw and things like that. He always said you never knew when one of them would be needed. There are things going on that have pissed me off and I keep telling myself they don't matter. yet I'm still pissed off about them. I shouldn't be but I'm tired of hearing two phases that are being said. Of course I don't want to start any fights but I'm getting close to just unleashing it all.

Mom will be moving soon, next week to be more exact. I won't miss the drive up to see her but I will miss all the dinner memories we had there. Dad died there but I know that doesn't mean that's where he is but still it was the last place I saw him alive in body.