Today Tom asked me if I wanted him to go to court for the divorce. I'm rather torn about it actually. While I would like to have the support, he did want out... I don't want to make him feel like I don't appreciate him offering either. I do appreciate it. Yet I want him to know he has hurt my feelings in all this. I mean it's over.

Damn I don't know what to think anymore. I'm torn... I know that normally I would say yes but I feel like for some reason I need to say no. I just don't know what to do.