Friday night and I ain't got nobody

I don't know that it's necessarily a bad thing but it's a bit strange. I'm not sure still what to think. See I know that I have a jealous nature but I'm torn because it's over. We both deserve to be happy. I just can't go out until the divorce is final. It's just something in me. I don't know maybe it's because I worry what Tom would think. Yeah I know... but you just never know how someone will react, you know?

I have been thinking about my garden this year. I guess I'm getting spring fever already. I need to go prepare the ground. Cut and pull and clear. LOL Also the pond needs to be cleaned too.

Maybe I should go call my astral lover. ;-)