Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Wednesday D Day

Today Tom and I will be going to the attorney's office to file the divorce papers. Yeah, it's strange to have the day finally arrive. I'm so nervous, my stomach is doing flops... and I've got 6 more hours before we get to the office.

Last night before I went to bed I tried to clear my mind... I just let it float and let whatever enter.

Well, as I lay there I saw something move past my eyes from right to left. It took form once on my left. It was a baby. This baby change shapes a couple of times but still always a baby. Smiling and laughing.

I had told myself it was the last night of my marriage and the first night of my new life. Maybe that was just my confirmation.