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I've decided that what Tom is doing is on purpose. My sister brought up a good point that maybe it's chicken shit way of telling me he is getting engaged. Of course then the jewlers called yesterday. Do you think he got the message? No. He is sending these things to me to be hurtful. Dumb fuck.
Now I'm at a point where I don't know that I want to worry with him at all any more. I mean do I want the seven arrows of Sekhmet to hit him? On one level yes and I hope they are poison tipped at that. Do I want to worry with him anymore? No I don't.
He saw where I charged my Vegas airfare and sent me a stupid email that said I couldn't tell if it was a one way or not. You visiting or moving. I ignored his first one. The second one he sent got this response. Yes Michael and I are moving to Vegas. I know that icy hand gripped his heart because I felt it do so. After he sent me that other email that I ranted about when he got to the office he tried to make small talk. He asked me about my trip to vegas. I said we talked about it last month. He never remembers so why do I even bother. One day I'm going to tell him something important about the boys and he is going to miss it.
Ok... It's lunch time and I need to eat something.
I've decided that what Tom is doing is on purpose. My sister brought up a good point that maybe it's chicken shit way of telling me he is getting engaged. Of course then the jewlers called yesterday. Do you think he got the message? No. He is sending these things to me to be hurtful. Dumb fuck.
Now I'm at a point where I don't know that I want to worry with him at all any more. I mean do I want the seven arrows of Sekhmet to hit him? On one level yes and I hope they are poison tipped at that. Do I want to worry with him anymore? No I don't.
He saw where I charged my Vegas airfare and sent me a stupid email that said I couldn't tell if it was a one way or not. You visiting or moving. I ignored his first one. The second one he sent got this response. Yes Michael and I are moving to Vegas. I know that icy hand gripped his heart because I felt it do so. After he sent me that other email that I ranted about when he got to the office he tried to make small talk. He asked me about my trip to vegas. I said we talked about it last month. He never remembers so why do I even bother. One day I'm going to tell him something important about the boys and he is going to miss it.
Ok... It's lunch time and I need to eat something.
2 Comments:
I think that perhaps he feels you are getting over him and dont need him, that its a case of he wants his cake and to eat, he probably cant handle the fact that you can manage without him, and expects you to run after him, never get over him, always need him, he is trying to get a reaction out of you, perhaps that way it justifys his treatment of you. You know male ego, got one woman and the ex wife just cant get over him, only your getting over him and not playing the game he wants to. that probably doesnt make sence, but I know what I mean, sorry
Aud x
Ya know what, he's just not worth your tears, anger, and frustration. Let him live in his glass house. I'm sure he'll be really happy when his perfect fiance divorces him and takes all his money.
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