Goodbye Ruby Tuesday


Well I've been spending today get rid of a virus on the office computers. It was all Michaels fault. I can't believe that he didn't download the virus scanner like I told him too. Of course sense we are all connected Tom's computer and then the one Danny was using picked it up today. The funny part is my computers are clean. Tom always blames me, at least this time he blamed Michael too. I got Tom's computer clean but Danny' is giving me a hard time. Let me tell you all now if you get a virus called padobot it is a pain in the ass to get rid of.

We downloaded a virus scanner for Michael and scanned his computer and there were several viruses he had. Then we did the spyware stuff. Adaware and Spybot. Both of those are really good. You need to run more than one spyware program thougth because they don't get everything. The first run through there was 232 spyware, then we ran the other one and it came up with 244. So It took about two passes with each one. So Michael is clean again. lol

I'm tired of this stuff though in my life. My dream last night was incredible. It spoke of, well having my foundation completely destroyed. So that finally came to the top of my consciousness. I feel rather drained now that I'm sitting still. Defeated... Not in a bad place though. More like I'm just accepting what has happened? Sam is laying here next to me offering some healing. Cats are so wonderful about that. I'm being loved by Sam. LOL He keeps butting my hand while I'm typing.

I feel strange. I'm not sure what to think about it. I still want to be mad but I also have a feeling of peace. I guess the fact like I said the dream seem to bring something forward I didn't want to face.

This dream was about tornados. (Imagine that) It got bad enough to where I had to grab the cats and call the dogs down to the basement. We were down there as the storm hit. I started noticing that the walls that were finished were no longer finished. There were holes like the sheet rock had been taken away. The cats went through these openings and I was afraid that they would be injured so I went through the door and when I opened it I saw a lot of destruction. Not a lot of clutter but there was a huge metal door that rolled up had been ripped off the house. All the windows were gone. Some of the siding was even gone. Where the walls were bare other than the 2x4's. The other wall was mostly gone but some of it still stood. I saw Marvin and Sam (cats) outside and I knew we were still in this storm and ran out to get them. I grabbed Marvin up and grabbed Sam by the tail so he wouldn't run and then scooped him up and went back inside. Then I woke.

At one point in this dream and I believe it was before the above part... I had been in the living room watching the trees swaying with the wind. There was this huge old pine tree that was swaying and I did my usual of talking to the trees asking them to be strong and not fall on the house. The trees started blwoing hard and this big old pine tree started not only swaying but going in circles. It broke and was still attached but going in circles. It brushed the house on each side of the living room. It didn't do very much damage though. So I thanked the tree for not causing more damage. I think that's when the other part of the dream came in.

So there was a lot in that dream.